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Just to prove him wrong.
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[29 Apr 2008|10:58pm] |
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So nothing new to update, in fact, I hardly come on LJ anymore...I guess I grew out of it? Looking through my buddy list and seeing all the journals deleted that I still have "friended" makes me wonder what those people are up to, why those groups are gone, or when it all happened.
Makes me wonder what happened to a lot of the time that's gone by...
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[05 Mar 2008|11:10am] |
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So in class, for Photoshop, and while I was late, I don't think I'll be late again, since in doing so, I didn't get the computer that I usually have, and thus like. Also makes for a very interesting partner sitting next to me. Ah well. I'm just rather bored now, and very, very tired, since I was working on this project till 1:30am last night, and then this morning which is why I was late to class. But meh.
Although, to sit in the back and watch what everyone else is doing is kinda cool.
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[27 Feb 2008|10:15pm] |
So after having this whole entry thing planned out, I just want to say "screw it, and right now, I feel like either crying or throwing up, and I have no idea why..."
And no, I'm not sick anymore, although my stomach might disagree soon....
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[21 Feb 2008|08:30pm] |
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PS. My sister has discovered who Mr. Stimson is. Fuck yeah!
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| Chicken Noodle soup is like an orgasm for my sore throat. |
[21 Feb 2008|07:57pm] |
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So I'm not feeling good, as in I barely made it to and then through work, got home, collapsed on my bed, and slept till my mum got home. Then she woke me up, I told her I don't feel well, went back to sleep, and was woken up at 7 after some fucked up dreams induced by sickness to eat something. I've had a can of chicken noodle and while my throat still hurts, I REALLY want some chocolate brownie sundae ice cream. I dunno why, but I NEED it. I don't think it'd be good for my sore throat, but damn do I want it. I feel a bit better from the sleepy, but my throat still hurts and my lympnodes are still swollen still, which is what happened last time, and next thing you know, I've got mono. I really don't want mono again, after I've been remission of it for over a year now. Wow...I just made it sound like some sort of cancer.
I feel much better than I did at work, but I also feel bad since I missed class, and had two tests, or a test and a part of another test to do tonight. I wonder if she'll let me make them up. I need those points. Plus, I know kanji so well it's not even hard for what we've gone over. Yay for mother, father, older and younger brother and sister! I learned that back in freshman year of high school!
I really can't focus on anything much right now 'cept that ice cream. Other than that, I just kinda zone out and think of my dream, or my homework I didn't do, or my mumma's finally home after a week and a half in Connecticut, and she's taking care of me like when I was little.
Damn I still want that ice cream...would that even be good for me?
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| help |
[31 Jan 2008|11:36pm] |
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come back to me i need you
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[06 Dec 2007|01:01am] |
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So. Totally. Over. Interpersonal. Communications. This class sucks ass. The teacher sucks, this assignment stinks, and I can't wait for the fucking final so that I never have to see this again.
This class can suck my (non-existent) cock.
In other news, FAMILY! From Iowa! In 13 days!
Finals! next week! Classes! Over! YAY! I so can't wait.
I also can't wait till everyone gets home from school. I miss them all. I also want to get shit-faced with some of them, just cuz I miss the party scene, and god damn I want to have a good time again. Too bad I'm still only 19 and thus can't really get shit-faced without getting in some trouble. I'm way too much of a goody goody. Oh well.
Parties here I come!
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| FOB CONCERT! |
[02 Dec 2007|07:31pm] |
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So, last night, we to the Fall Out Boy concert, and it was FUCKING AMAZING. I got to see Cute is What We Aim For, who I hadn't heard of before, the Plain White T's, who are just fucking amazing, Gym Class Heroes, those guys are funny, and of course, Fall Out Boy themselves. They are damn good live. Sound like they do on cd, which is always nice to know since some bands are great on cd, and then just suck ass live.
So to anyone who has anything, I need more crack from any of those bands, minus FOB since I have all their music that I can get my hands on. More crack please!
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| I'm alive? |
[25 Nov 2007|12:32am] |
So I felt the need to update this old thing. I dunno. There are things I wish I could post, and things I wish I didn't fuck up, and things I wish I could really write and never fear that some one will read them, no matter had juicey the info might be. I dunno. Nothing of major note going on that would be of interest. I miss my friends, I miss him, and I miss a calm steady life. Real life hasn't even fully hit and already I wanna make it go away.
Damn I could so totally use a party and a night of drinking right now.
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[29 Aug 2007|12:46am] |
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Stop taking him away from me. We have limited time as it is. Sometimes I really hate you.
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| life as it goes on. |
[16 Aug 2007|01:32pm] |
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So, in the last few weeks, I have:
x. Turned 19.
x. Hit a (parked) car.
x. Panicked about where the hell I was going to go to school this year.
x. Enrolled and applied for classes at Mira Costa.
x. Became a full-time student again with four classes (aka 12 credits)
x. Went to a birthday party and watched a friend turn 19.
x. Said good-bye to lots of friends who are leaving in the next few days for school.
x. Been pushed aside by certain people (person) in favor of others.
x. Realize I start class on Monday.
x. Roasted in this summer heat.
x. Realized Eddric leaves in a week for Boston.
So all in all, I haven't done much, but yet, I've done so much. I've really grown as a person this summer, and although I miss my three friends that I made at Cal Lu, I'm glad I'm not going back there cuz I wouldn't be happy, but I'm also missing the fact that I'm not GOING anywhere at all. I'm staying in the same room I have for 18 years, going to see the same places, and just be around all that I have for my whole life.
Well, either way, I suppose life goes on, and I'm moving with it.
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| Wow. So I just dropped off the face of the planet... |
[26 Jun 2007|12:09am] |
Wow...Yeah, 7 weeks since my last update. Just haven't been feeling the need to write about any of the good or bad things that have been happening. I mean, I'm working...again...still having to worry about school, been going to parties, planning parties, got fish, went to the fair, and helped a friend through a breakup even though he just got back together with her again tonight...he's confusing right now...
So yeah. Just a post to let people know if they read this that I'm not dead yet....
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[03 May 2007|07:34pm] |
I realize I'm mainly a rational person. I like being a rational person.
But lately...I'm not ration, and frankly, [my dear,] I don't give a damn. I want something to be about ME. I just want some time that's just ME. I don't want to have to fucking compete with everyone, or have to do something big or even BE there to just get your attention. I'm sorry, but lines like: "I'll take your call later" or "Can you hurry up? I'm actually going to see the show" don't make me happy. THEY TICK ME OFF. And really, I'm tired of it. WE were supposed to see it TOGETHER. Not with effin other people who JUST HAPPEN to be there TONIGHT of all nights, the little snots that they are. Well, fine. I'm tired of being someone who only really matters when I'm there. Fuck that shit. I'm done with it. You can have a taste of what it's like to be feeling they way I am. I'm sorry, but from now on, I'm just too "busy" to even bother to say hi. *shrug* I just guess you'll have to deal with it.
Too bad I don't really care right now.
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[20 Apr 2007|07:05pm] |
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Tonight just sucks. And I hate my fucking keys. They can just go jump off a clif for all I care.
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| Ear issues |
[19 Apr 2007|11:05am] |
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So my ear piercing I got on my birthday last year in the top part of my right ear is not going back in...I took it out to clean it, and now it's all funky and not going back in. This is also the 5th time I've had issues putting it back in...Right now, I'm just not going to put it back in. I think I'll let the hole close up and heal. It also wasn't as nice as what I wanted, so maybe it's not too much of a loss? Although, I'm afraid that with the earring out, that my ear will get more infected than it was when I had the piercing in...I suppose I'll just have to clean it every chance I can to make sure that doesn't happen. And who knows, maybe next time I want a piercing there, I'll get it done with a needle instead of the stupid gun since it's cuz of the gun that I can't get the earring back in cuz it's not a straight hole, it's like at an angle. And I've had it for 9 'effin months, too. =(
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| Just some thoughts going through my head... |
[10 Apr 2007|11:17pm] |
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At times I have to wonder if I'm doing the right thing. If I'm choosing the right path to take, and if I need to step up parts of my life. I have 5 weeks left of school. I've become closer with two friends in just the last few weeks, and I'm rather sad I'm not gonna be going to the same school as them next year. I dunno. Maybe it's not the right decision?
And I hate being jealous for no reason whatsoever, but I can't help it.
I'll up date on Boston later when I'm in a better mood.
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| Meme, and an update about my life. |
[29 Mar 2007|12:31pm] |
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Rule #1:
If you open this you GOTTA take it.
Rule # 2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks
Rule #3:
Only answer True or False
( ♥♥♥♥ )
So yeah, updates...what are those again? It's not that I haven't been on here, I have, I come on nearly every day, I just haven't felt the need to update on anything from my life. Nothing exciting has happened. Eddric was here for his spring break, and I was as happy and more relaxed than I've ever been, I still haven't made any new friends, although I've become closer with the few that I have. I was cursed at by a guy at work, and while I'm not still upset over it, I'm just sorta avoiding him altogether. I've made a shit load of money for tutoring cuz now I'm also house sitting and it's a very boring job, but I get paid really well. I go on spring break as of 4 this afternoon when I don't have work or anything left, since all my classes for tomorrow have been cancelled, which is great and also sucks cuz my flight out to Boston is not till Saturday afternoon, as I thought I had classes on Friday when I set it all up. I've now re-fallen in love with old childhood movies such as The Swan Princess and Balto, and have found ok copies on YouTube, so I'm happy that way. I've also become addicted to The Office, and am now watching it on Thursdays when it's on. Other than that, it's been normal school business and such.
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| The World Trade Center |
[18 Mar 2007|02:26am] |
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I just got back from visiting Zack. While I was down there, we watched The World Trade Center with Nicholas Cage in it. It was an amazing movie, and made me cry like no other, so to all of you who read this, have ever read it, or ever will read it, I want to say thank you for being just who you are, even if we don't talk or haven't even met in person or whatnot. Just thank you for being alive and well, I love you all.
(And see, proof I'm not dead or dying or swamped...I just haven't had anything interesting to write about)
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| "Valentine's" day |
[14 Feb 2007|01:13pm] |
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Am I the only one that finds the overy abundance of pink, red, and white kind of sickening? I mean, I know those colors represent love and birth and death and all that good stuff, I mean, I should know, I'm an artist and colors are my favorite. But must we see it EVERY BLOODY PLACE on just this day of all days? I mean, really, this holiday isn't a holiday. It's a mass let's go buy a ton of consumer products to show the people we love that we actually really do care. I don't see the point in this. We should show the people we love that we love them EVERY day, not just on one bloody day.
I know some people my be envous of me since I have had a "valentine" every year for the last three years, and each year, even though I ask them not to, I've always gotten at least something. While I love this in the sense that these men have showed me that they care, I don't love this in the fact that they felt obligated to get me something, and that I should have gotten them something in return.
Why can't we show the love and caring or even how wonderful friendships are to us each day?
Yes, I've bought valentines day cards for my friends, but it's more of a joke, and going back to the younger days when EVERYONE received valentines, not just from the people who actually liked you. I dunno. I haven't done that in a while. I made "valentines" for friends on slips of random paper I had in my binder for last year because, oh I dunno, I'm cheap, I was going to be a poor college student (still am), and it was more in a mockery of the day than in any real celebration of the day. I celebrate the love I haev for my friends, family, and everyone else I know every day.
So to all of you: I love you, each and every day of the year, 365 days, and all those hours that go along with it.
Happy Valentine's day people, now go be merry and kiss a warthog. (They need some loving, too)
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